Saturday, December 30, 2006


From the edge of the world Posted by Picasa

Scene from a horror film? ne ne ne ne ne Posted by Picasa

I'm Sandra Bullock. Where's my Keanu? Posted by Picasa

I could skate and skate in this lake Posted by Picasa

Crystal Clear Posted by Picasa

Lake House?  Posted by Picasa

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da .... DA Posted by Picasa

With CK... Posted by Picasa

Me with good pal CC Posted by Picasa

My Boss at Work... Posted by Picasa

The Greater China Family 2006 Posted by Picasa

At the Artists' Village...I thought I was back in Provence. Posted by Picasa

Oui, c'est moi. Ca Va? Posted by Picasa

Fill me in... Posted by Picasa

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

fear and FAITH

Funny how these two 'short and simple' words starting with 'F' can be SO different yet inter-related.

My Mum's haemogloblin level showed a drop to the borderline last week. I called this morning and she said she felt giddy last two days. Yet she resisted the idea of going to the doctor.

I can't describe the fear in me. The helplessnes and desperation I feel. I couldn't even concentrate on my prayers the past few days. I wish so much that I don't have this burden. I also wish I have a sister or a husband to 'half' this 'worry' with me.

Sometimes I feel so weak I thought I can't walk. Sometimes I have cold sweat.

I use to enjoy going home for visit but now I fear what I will face tomorrow when I get back to Singapore. Yet, I know I have to be strong. The Lord will not make us 'carry' burdens we can't handle.

Its too heavy for me Lord. I am surrendering it to you. Carry it for me.

In YOUR name, everything will be fine.

Amen.

Sunday, November 12, 2006