Funny how these two 'short and simple' words starting with 'F' can be SO different yet inter-related.
My Mum's haemogloblin level showed a drop to the borderline last week. I called this morning and she said she felt giddy last two days. Yet she resisted the idea of going to the doctor.
I can't describe the fear in me. The helplessnes and desperation I feel. I couldn't even concentrate on my prayers the past few days. I wish so much that I don't have this burden. I also wish I have a sister or a husband to 'half' this 'worry' with me.
Sometimes I feel so weak I thought I can't walk. Sometimes I have cold sweat.
I use to enjoy going home for visit but now I fear what I will face tomorrow when I get back to Singapore. Yet, I know I have to be strong. The Lord will not make us 'carry' burdens we can't handle.
Its too heavy for me Lord. I am surrendering it to you. Carry it for me.
In YOUR name, everything will be fine.
Amen.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
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